Wednesday, June 2, 2010

"I'm not young enough to know everything" - J.M. Barrie

I feel like there is a riverbed in front of me, and I'm trying to find the smallest part to jump across.

I feel a little messed up. Like I just woke up, and my soul is creased from a night of sleep. It's not damaged or crinkled beyond repair, just a little smashed, in need of an iron to compress out the wrinkles.

When I went to bed last night I had a huge longing for my childhood. Normally it's just a dull ache in the back of my stomach. I don't notice the dull ache anymore. But this longing demanded my attention. I laid in bed and blew bubbles up around my head, praying and thinking.

I guess it comes back to what I always think. I'm not a little kid anymore. But that doesn't mean I have to stop enjoying life, fun, bubbles, pumpkins, or Disney Princesses.

I just had to be reminded again.

Pollen and Salt - Daphne Loves Derby

Photo Props: The Inky Finger Files

Inspiration Props: we just don't know you yet


  1. Exactly. I know what you mean,
    disney still makes me happy. Like, maybe not like all my problems just melt away. But it gives me a sense of... something I'm missing.

    which helps.

  2. Be excited for when you have kids and you get to share all of those fun things with them!! LOVES!!

    P.S. Skype date soon!! :)

  3. love your little disney princess makes you, well, Hannah ♥

    PS i might of-sorta-totally am working on a new song! sharage overdue when i see you next ;)