Sunday, April 5, 2009

Deepest Parts of Me



Me to God:

"I just want to catch up but you never slow down. If I try to keep up, I might fail you now. Come dwell inside my heart, live in the deepest parts, but you might not like what you see, in the deepest parts of me."

Jesus, here is a list of things that are in the deepest part of me

-I love that I have nothing apart from you
-I hate that I have nothing apart from you (I'm independent, go figure)
-It's hard not having anything cause I'm good, and rather cause you give me everything
-I wish I came to you cause I was special, and not cause you give me grace
-I wish I loved you the way you deserve
-I want to love people
-I want you to zoom into my life

Jesus back to Me:

"Anyone who holds on to the life just as it is destroy that life. But if you let it go, reckless in your love, you'll have it forever, real and eternal" John 12:26 (The Message)

The things I speak into the deepest parts:
-you picked me
-that makes you different
-that makes you special
-I'll fancy you for forever
-I am all up in your inner sanctum
-I love you, if you realize nothing else, realize I love you


Jesus is amazing. Jenny & Tyler write songs about my life.

Jenny and Tyler